story of the day

my day started when i have one resit exam in the morning. I've been studying for this fucking resit just in approximately 3 days.. i knew it's been quite lil' time to study. some more i cant be failed in this resit exam. if it happened i have to wait for next year to conduct the class.. please every body pray for me! let me pass this exam.. then i can peacefully go to japan for further study.

oh maaaaannn! this semester is the hardest semester ever!!!! despite of i have 4 subjects, 1 resit paper and Japanese course. i also in desperate heart after broke up with my ex. but still, I'm in duration of moving on. but not baaaad! there are 2 guys who commit to like me hehehe.but i rejected them (ups! there's nothing to be proud of).i try to open my heart to some guys in same campus. but i always think about my future. one of my close friend said "i knew your characteristic ayyi.. u won't even think about study in oversea if now you are dating someone. thank god! you are single, so.. u can make your decision by yourself to study abroad" that's my fate, i think..

but still, i wanna tell you guys.. i wanna make rumors.






I ADMIT THAT I LIKE SOMEBODY IN CAMPUS.




you wanna know who's the guy????






are you curious enough???






you know what, i won't tell you!!! haha..

i don't even tell to anyone. i just keep in my mind and let you all die because of curiosity haha..the reason that i dont tell because i knew our relationship can't be worked. as soon as possible im gonna leave this campus. but still, it's hard to keep it in my heart. im just a lonely girl who need someone beside me (note: i'm not craving of boy's love) i have a right to not being lonely, havent i???

karma.. always comes around what goes around (as alicia keys sing) but it's time for me to be a big girl.



ayyi please be strong!



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