my english became very very poor!

it's been 2 months i stay in jakarta. really had nothing to do. im just hanging around mall to mall. actually having this kind of life is quite fun. but aint fun for me. i need to do something activity. suddenly i miss exam, deadline, assignments, etc like when i was in college. what's wrong with me??????

i cant wait to go to continue master. my life is fun but some more i feel so empty. as in the sims simulation game ( have you ever play the sims? it's my fave PC game!) i need to set up a goal for my life. if life is like a sim. i will choose the perfect look with the perfect personality. and my traits are slob, over emotional, baby-hater (sometimes haha) and my goal is Knowledge..

oh ya, i wanna tell u a story bout yesterday. while im in jakarta there's soooo much things happened around me. one thing there are some funny stories to tell about crazy jakarta people's activity nowadays. traffic jam still going strong, and some more everyday the electricity always turn off. this week already 3 times the electricity off.but i will tell the funny story about yesterday.

yesterday i received message from someone that i didnt even recognize. i knew this person wants to trick me. but i get even and make her tired. then she send me a message like this :

"$4Y4 m@u kn4L@n $4m4 3mb@. mb@ N4k m@n4?"

i obviously didnt know what did she mean with that text message when received in my phone, clearly i just replied with :

"mba siapa? saya engga ngerti apa yg mba tulis"

and finally she replied me with "normal" letter. but the words made me hurt so baaad!

" mba katrok bgt sih kok sampe ga ngerti sms saya. kampungan bgt!"

oh em ji!!!!!!!! i really had high tention when i got this replied. what's wrong with this person? is she a human or alien who just understand &%$#@ letter. hah? in madness i just reply like this:

"saya bukan org kampung mba, saya di ajarin baca tulis sampe saya lulus kuliah. emang mba ga pernah sekolah ya?"

when the message sent, she never even called and send me text message AGAIN!!!!! finally i can get rid off her. haha (pity her!)

that's the story about yesterday. hope that person learn something about sending message with proper letter. haha.. DONT TRY THAT AT HOME!

the report

hi my bloggie, it's been for awhile i didn't write a story about my self lately. i didn't have connection to internet before (except my blackberry phone for chatting) and now i beg my mom to buy a broadband. and yes she did buy it. (thanks mooom!)but still, the connection sucks! so, im not gonna put some pics. because the upload may take awhile.

Yes.. dear, im gonna pronounce that I FINISHED college. last September was my last time to study in nilai college. finally! thank god! i've been waiting for this time. im gonna be away from that place hahaha (kidding!) i came to malaysia sept '06 and now ended sept '09. straightly 3 years. how cool! and my dad undoubtly supports me to continue study in japan. yeah!

now im in Jakarta. applying visa to japan. nothing to do. just wait for approval for japan embassy. thank god i have cool mom. so we can spend time and shop together. but, im gonna miss KL so baaad!! as long as i stay in Jakarta, as much as i miss KL too (especially i miss shan since we spent time together before i left Malaysia). i dun know why. but i love being there. and hopefully i will love being in Tokyo too.. (btw i bought boots and coat for me to wear in japan while in winter.. it's gonna be awesome!)

as my hope after i graduated and receive my master, im gonna spend half of my life living abroad (if ok, i will live for the rest of my life abroad~ my mom wants me to marry japanese~ haha)

story of the day

my day started when i have one resit exam in the morning. I've been studying for this fucking resit just in approximately 3 days.. i knew it's been quite lil' time to study. some more i cant be failed in this resit exam. if it happened i have to wait for next year to conduct the class.. please every body pray for me! let me pass this exam.. then i can peacefully go to japan for further study.

oh maaaaannn! this semester is the hardest semester ever!!!! despite of i have 4 subjects, 1 resit paper and Japanese course. i also in desperate heart after broke up with my ex. but still, I'm in duration of moving on. but not baaaad! there are 2 guys who commit to like me hehehe.but i rejected them (ups! there's nothing to be proud of).i try to open my heart to some guys in same campus. but i always think about my future. one of my close friend said "i knew your characteristic ayyi.. u won't even think about study in oversea if now you are dating someone. thank god! you are single, so.. u can make your decision by yourself to study abroad" that's my fate, i think..

but still, i wanna tell you guys.. i wanna make rumors.






I ADMIT THAT I LIKE SOMEBODY IN CAMPUS.




you wanna know who's the guy????






are you curious enough???






you know what, i won't tell you!!! haha..

i don't even tell to anyone. i just keep in my mind and let you all die because of curiosity haha..the reason that i dont tell because i knew our relationship can't be worked. as soon as possible im gonna leave this campus. but still, it's hard to keep it in my heart. im just a lonely girl who need someone beside me (note: i'm not craving of boy's love) i have a right to not being lonely, havent i???

karma.. always comes around what goes around (as alicia keys sing) but it's time for me to be a big girl.



ayyi please be strong!



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my strengths and weaknesses

it's been a long time i didn't write for my blog. then suddenly i miss u my bloggie. i wanna share the comments from my friends all about me. during self-awareness class i have to ask my friend about my weakness and strength. then, this is all my friends write about my self : (thank you so much for my friends who spend their lil' time to write a comment for me. since i always beg them to write.. ehehe)

Sharon wibowo’s comment

ayyi, first met her back in July 2005, i guess. When we were joining the EF home stay to Los Angeles program. Though it was said Los Angeles, it was basically were in Idyllwild, like three hours from Los Angeles. First know her; I already got the impression that she was a fun person. And more to know her, she was a fun girl to be shop buddies too. I remember back in the days the she was got no more money, after spent it for the 'useless' dolls, I still remember though. Anyway even though we were kind of trapped in Idyllwild, those memories were unforgettable. ayyi, after knowing her better, i can tell that she is fun, cheerful, quite easygoing, definitely friendly, funny, shopaholic (never get enough of it), a bit lavish? Even though we were not that close, the last time we met were like 2 months ago, is it, after the home stay program four years ago. But it was fun to know her.

Dita’s comment

Ayyi is my friend in kindergarten and elementary school which is As-syafi’iyah 02. She is a good girl. She is kind and smart girl. She’s an energetic girl with her daily activities. She’s funny and friendly, I’m happy as her friend. She is helpful if someone need a help. She is cheerful in many conditions and she can solve her problems with herself. She is spoiled, because her bedroom looks like untidy with stuffs in everywhere. She is wasteful her money with her hobbies are shopping and travelling. Beside that she is so lazy because she can’t wake up earlier. Ayyi is a stylish and fashionable woman. She updates about fashion mode. I can ask her everything about fashion such as clothes, shoes, accessories, etc.

Firman’s comment

My opinions about Ayyi are: She is very friendly with me and her friends. She does not like to make a different between or gap her and her friends. She is very humble with her society. Also she likes to help her friends, which is her friend need her attention. She is very trustful person; we can rely on her to keep our secret conversation. In her degree, she likes to answer whenever her lecture gives a question to her whereas many of her friends like to keep silent. Her knowledge besides her education is very wide. She is very diligent but sometimes she is less aware with her time when she arrives to class, she is not punctual. Moreover, she is very cheerful, she likes to laugh and smile after her friends make a funny story or jokes. She likes to dress up well which is she is very fashionable. On the other hand she is extravagant, which is bad for her, she likes to spend her money to do shop every weekend. She likes shopping a lot and spends her pocket money until over limit expenses. Also, it is hard for her to wake up in the morning time.

Johdy Harja, a friend and a classmate

I met Ayyi Ramadhini since my first semester in Nilai (August 2007), she is a cheerful person and very friendly to everybody. She can become a quiet person somehow, generally, she is polite and civilized. She could become a person that we can depend especially in the group work. Good time management when doing her assignment also one of positive point from her. In short, she is the person who knows where and when to act accordingly.

Erqi’s comment

Ayyi Ramadhani is my college friend. I have known her for almost 2 years, for me she is a beautiful girl with an excellent attitude. She is very friendly and polite with everybody around her. She is a kind person, smart and concern with each other. She has a very good communication skill for example as I know she is learning Japanese language to improve her communication skill. She is out going and interest with something new and her hobbies. She has a taste of fashion and it makes her so fashionable. In the other hand, sometimes she is not socializing enough with people when she is not in the mood. She has a strong characteristic that makes her seems a little bit tempestuous. Anyway, overall Ayyi is someone who has good ability and has a lot of talent inside of her.

Jinyu’s comment

The first time I see Ayyi is one year age. I guess she may come from Japan, a little pretty girl, but to my surprise, she is an Indonesian. As I know, she is very friendly to friends. Among friends, she is actively to create a nice ambience, which could make people happy. In another word, she is a cheerful girl. Besides, she is responsible for everything, for example, our coursework, she contribute a lot for it. In addition, she also is a studious and actively girl. At present, we have tough class and work, but she continues study Japanese for the further study at the limited time without influence the subject study. I am very glad to have such friend, and she will be my model in future.

Fauzan’s comment

Ayyi Ramadhini is my friend at the time I was still in elementary school Although I have been very rare met with her but we still relating to good. I think ayyi is nice girl, friendly, intimate, helpful, calm, cute, silly, giving, warm, doesn’t bluff and care to her friends. She is also including girl that is bright enough and her enough adults in overcoming problem. She little shy to her new friends. But now she becoming lazy, always late and then she has habit of late sleep.

Radit’s comment

Far as one of my friend that is Ayyi time in 2006 and a lecture on the campus of the same value in the Nilai University College. She is cheerful person and always wants to share friends, but just for her close friend, hehehe. She always enjoys a day in the activity day. On weekend, she always wants to go to shopping because it is her hobby. Sometime she is very wasteful if there is a lot of money and then spent directly. Be friend with Ayyi is very fun. In study, she can solve the problem herself, but sometime she asks her friend to help her when she got problem.

taken from mulyana's note (killing time)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage: Hot sweet tea (teh manis panas)
2. last phone call: yuliana (because we went to beauty center together)
3. last text message:Yuliana again
4. last song you listened to: titi kamal feat anji- resah tanpamu
5. last time you cried: today ( i watched sisterhood and traveling pants movie)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice:yes.. more than that
7. been cheated on: luckily no..
8. kissed someone & regretted it: yess.. definitely!
9. lost someone special: of course..
10. been depressed: sometimes
11. been drunk and threw up: drunk =yes, threw up = no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. red
14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yup...
16. Fallen out of love: not yet!
17. Laughed until you cried: yeah.. once!
18. Met someone who changed you: not yet
19. Found out who your true friends were: yesss..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yess.. most of them are bitches hahahaha..
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:nope.. sick with love thing in this year
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 80%
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 girls and 1 boy
24. Do you have any pets: yes.. turtle: linda. bird: melisa. fish: carmela (randomly choose the hame.. hehe)
25. Do you want to change your name: no.. i love my name. especially in japanese

26. What did you do for your last birthday: having surprise party with my friends
27. What time did you wake up today: 1 pm in afternoon
28. What were you doing at midnight last night:staring on my pc all time
29. Name something(S) you CANNOT wait for: graduate and leave nilai as soon as possible, and go to japan start my new life
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last week on 17th may before she send me to airport
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: nothing. i love my life rite now. i have the perfect life ever.
32. What are you listening to right now: i told u im crazy with titi kamal and anji- resah tanpamu
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no.. who the hell is Tom?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: see my result and failed
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook n Hotmail
36. Whats your real name: Sari April Elmis
37. Nicknames: ayay
38. Relationship Status: Single and available
39. Zodiac sign: Aries
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary school?: SD Assyafi'iyah 02
44. Hair colour: Deep black bluish (i just dyed my hair)
45. Long or short: long
46. Height: 160 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:no.. this time i dun have crush to any boys i wanna find him in japan.. ^-^
48: What do you like about yourself?: i like my kind heart who love peace and loyalty to others
49. Piercings: nope (im typical classic-old-fashion girl)
50. Tattoos: none
51. Righty or lefty: Right handed

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: i never been to surgery before (that's scary!)
53. First piercing: Ear piercing when i was a baby
54. First best friend: Prima.. my neigbour
55. First sport you joined: tennis with my dad in primary school
56. First vacation: Bali
58. First pair of trainers: Forget!

59. Eating: baby's food
60. Drinking:of course milk from my mommy breastfeeding
61. I'm about to: Sleep
62. Listening to: hanson- mmmbob..song
63. Waiting: graduation

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: of course.. especially daughters
65. Want to get married?: of course!
66. career?: become Toyota Speakperson in Indonesia (hopefully)

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Kisses
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older * i am talking abt boy,hahaha!*
71. Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneous...
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive please..
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship for sure..
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant!

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: yeah.. only bonnie who knows him.. hehe
77. Drank hard liquor: nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yeah..lost both of them it feels like hell..
79. Sex on first date: nope.. save it for marriage ( i told u im classic-oldfashion girl)
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes..
81. Had your own heart broken: Hell yes..
82. Been arrested: Nope..
83. Turned someone down: i dun know.. ask someone close to me
84. Cried when someone died: yes. im touchy- feeling person
85. Fallen for a friend: yes..hehehe...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yup!!
87. Miracles: Yes n i need 'em seriously!
88. Love at first sight: yup! i believe it so much
90. Santa Claus: he doesnt event exist
91. Kiss on the first date: nope.. first impression: that guy thinks you are slut!
92. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no.. im a good girl (ups!) hehe
95. Did you sing today?: not at all...
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: being such a happy baby again
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:july,when i spent vacation in singapore with my mom
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yess.. sometimes, when i think i choose a wrong guy
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Hahahaha..sud i??

heading to the future

there are many situation that i've been through several weeks ago. as usual, my life goes beautifully. and i just think i should face the future over my head. and i knew where i aim to. JAPAN

this is my last semester. in the morning i went to my coordinator's room- ms. michelle- and she direct me what should i have to take in this semester to fulfill my degree. since I've been force to finished this semester, i decided to take general degree without taking synoptic subject. yeah! that's cool! just left 4 last subjects and after that it's gonna be perfect.. graduation! yeaaaaaaah!!! finally..

luckily, i dun have to prepare anything after i graduate. for example, when i was in relationship, we always think about our relationship. ending or go on. since we don't have any future. of course we're gonna ending it. and now im already single. nothing about commitment! so, i dont have to decided anything (it's gonna take my time and deffect my concentrate..sucks!)

now, have to go through my future. it's heading in my face. i have to more serious in study. if not im gonna fail. i still have a chance! may Allah swt. smooths my way to be success.. amiien

being a birthday girl

"somebody said god will make it come true for all your wish in your birthday"

today i woke up, im not 20 anymore, im twenty-something girl. after having surprise party last nite. i woke up happily in the morning. as usual, i saw 50 messages in my hotmail inbox. all is about my birthday comments in my Facebook. directly i deleted all the messages and opened my facebook. now front profile in my facebook full of "happy birthday" comments. i was feeling touchy. my friends remember my birthday (or its because facebook warned about my birthday? or there's some one have same birthday with me?) after all, im soo excited! i dun care about anything. i should enjoy my birthday.

but still, who said birthday girl always happy? im stuck in the library right now after submitting my journal. and then my lecture just gave me cruel comments "not an active student and not handling journal on time" oh maaaaaaaann.. is this a sign that i will fail her subject???? i dun wanna see her face again pleaaaseee.. (she was ruined my bday mood)

at nite, finally i had video call with my mom. she was happy when she saw my face in webcame and she asked what birthday present that she wants to give me. i want a bag mom!! and i want shopping with u!! i want to spend time with you!!